I'm Weird. . and I know it. . . .

To people who are normal readers of this blog and/or know me in person, you know that I am not quite right. . . but in a good way.

I act like I'm a 12-year-old girl around the guys I like.  I get nervous and either get diarrhea of the mouth or just say really awkward things.  It's a sickness all much.  Maybe I should call it "12-year-old girl Syndrome" or something.

I know random Pop Culture facts and can surely kick your ass in "Six Degrees of Separation of Kevin Bacon."

These are facts.

But lately, I've been a believer of some weird things. . . especially my dreams.  The other day, I'm pretty sure that I half-way controlled my dream.  I was in my house getting ready in my bathroom and at some point I said to myself "This is a dream!"  And the next thing I knew, I had a pool in my backyard.

I'm also had this weird six sense which I've talked about a few times on here.  But on Wednesday night, I dreamt of my Grandparents who have passed away.  We were in their old house.  My Grandma, sister, and my Mom were all laying in my Grandparents bed which is something we all used to do when Grandma was putting something away or looking for something.  We'd sit or lay on their bed and talk to her.  Anyway, my Grandpa comes into the room and I get up to give him a hug.  As he's hugging me, he asks me how the dating thing is going and I said "Ugh!  Disappointing!  No attraction to any of the guys I've gone on a date with."  And then he tells me that it will be okay and that I just need to have patience.  "It will happen.  I promise," he said.

Cut to yesterday when this guy I had been talking to on Match, all of a sudden emailed me out of the blue saying he was officially moved back and wanted to meet if I was still fishing.  It was just weird.

Sometimes dreams have meanings in them like when you dream of being pregnant (when you aren't).  Which was also my dream on Sunday night.  Apparently when you dream of being pregnant (and you aren't) it symbolizes an aspect of yourself or some aspect of your personal life that is growing and developing.  It could also represent the birth of a new idea, direction, project, or goal.  I do hope it means something and it's something about my personal life.  :) It's just a lot of weird coincidences that I find it hard to believe it's not something. . . .